weightless

i woke up this morning and i couldn't get out of bed. most of my team mates have had the flu over the last few weeks and looks like i am the latest victim.

i called in sick at about 7:30, and then slept until 1pm, which has made me feel as bit better.

during those hours i dreamed that it was already february 2009 and i was leaving in a week. i woke up sweating. half fear and half dazzling excitement.

i want my life in cardiff to be completely different to my life in sydney. i want to go out on tuesday nights and have a job that is easy enough to do hungover. i want to have loads of friends to do stuff with. i want to be able to take off for exotic destinations for the weekend. i want to do temp work so i can quit at a moments notice to spend weeks in barcelona or tallinn. i want to go to moscow for eurovision.