last week i decided to take this blog in a new direction. writing about how i feel about things, and what i'm thinking about. but one entry in and i'm already out of ideas. i just feel like nothing happens to me. nothing really challenges me or forces me to have an opinion about things these days. it's kinda depressing. i want to get back to the writing i was capable of in 2001, but i'm far less interesting these days than i was during uni.
two of my favourite friends are moving away in the next 6 weeks. erin is going to england for like 9 months, and rachel is moving to brisbane. i'm sad and excited and jealous all at the same time.
it makes me wish that going to cardiff isn't a year away still. it makes me wish that i had moved to melbourne when i was going to. it also makes me wish that i hadn't spent from 2001 to 2007 only seeing erin once a year, because she is awesome, awesome, awesome.
it also makes me realise that after they go, i have no-one left in town that listens to the same music as me, or enjoys the same comedy that i do. i need to make new friends, or preferably find a nice indie boy very shortly. because i have 2 chaser tickets for may and no-one to go with.
i have constant yearnings for self improvment. i'm dying to be thin, but i still eat too much junk food. i want to go to lots of gigs and meet new people, but i don't budget well enough to afford it. i want to leave this town for the northern hemisphere, but i don't put enough money in my savings.
in conclusion, blah blah blah.
Tuesday, 1 April 2008
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6 comments:
:/
only 6 months!
Hmm, I didn't mean this to be as emo as it sounds.
Only 6 months? Then I shall not bother missing you!
Hey, I'd still like a bit of sadness! Come onnnnnnnnnnn!
Aww, Brisbane is not so far away. And I have a top bunk with your name on it!
OK FINE. I'll just miss you guys a little bit. And then as soon as you're back I'll leave and you can both be emo about missing me!
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