annual christmas whinge

far out. three weeks ago mum and i planned to spend christmas day at dee why beach. then my aunty had a spaz because she thought going to the beach for christmas was a stupid idea. even though she wasn't really invited. then my mum decided it was going to rain. so we were just going to stay at home.

 now my uncle [from the otherside of the family and indeed city] has invited nan, mum and i over for christmas day. probably because we have rad presents for his kids.

GODAMMIT i am not going to relatives places for christmas. every year nan has a sook and says she's not doing anything until right at the last minute until someone feels sorry enough for her and invites her over to their place. and then my mum gets roped into taking her because who else is going to.  i'm not playing this year. i tried to no go a couple of years back, i think in my last year of high school, but i got rickrolled into going at the last minute. but this year i am going to stay strong.

i hate this bullshit of giving presents to people you never see and pretending that we have a normal functioning family and that we don't all wish my grandmother wasn't the selfish cause of misery that she is.