lets try a new change

i've come down to earth in the last week about the moving to estonia thing. fuck, i'd love to do it. but i have responsibility here that i can't just drop, like credit card debt and a mobile phone contract. plus i'm not exactly saving any money at the moment by being sans housemate.

but i should do something. i'm in such a rut at the moment. i have a mediocre job, i'm single, and i spend most of my nights at home watching tv.

so maybe i should spend 2008 living in a foreign land. what a story i'll have to tell then. i need to start taking risks. i need to start living.

and i need to start making life better for myself. i'd love to take the internal promo part of my job, which i currently do on an ad hoc basis and turn it into a full time thing. i need to come up with a plan. i need to show the peeps in charge that they do need someone working full time on chartsengrafs.

i need to spend more time at pubs with my friends. i need to see erin more cause she's awesome. i need to catch up with the chicks from the mystery shopping factory cause i haven't seen them in like a year.  i need to see more live music.

i need to stop thinking about all this stuff and actually do something.